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What I choose to grieve
Last night, I dreamt I was at the edge of an ocean, vast and boundless. Although there were no waves, the surface was choppy and opaque. I was afraid it was cold, and I was anxious it might get too close. ***** I have been avoiding my Cognitive Grief, trying not to...![How I grieve for my dead husband](https://www.thefullnessofyourpower.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/CelebratingLife-1080x675.jpg)
How I grieve for my dead husband
Last Thursday, my husband of almost a quarter century dropped dead from one of those “widowmaker” heart attacks. It was a shock but could have been so much worse than it was; I may write later about being grateful for small blessings. A lot of people have been...![Pain sinks deep its claws](https://www.thefullnessofyourpower.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/pain-sinks-deep-1080x675.jpg)
Pain sinks deep its claws
CW: Really big emotions, reference to abuse and generational trauma It’s not just the amount of Stuff. It’s not just about missing someone, realizing anew that I won’t be able to see them or pick up the phone to share a funny thing the kids did today. It’s the...![Untethered but still real](https://www.thefullnessofyourpower.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/untethered.jpg)